Deliver Us from Evil

2010-02-14T06:00:00.001+08:00

lullaby for me...

2010-01-25T22:06:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was probably the worse night of my life, but as I was walking along the cold roadside I found a score, its a 4 part choir score consisting of Soprano, Alto, Tenor and Baritone parts. Its a japanese song, in the key of Ab Major. It took a few searches on the net and I finally found the song.

a Japanese folk song about the hardship of a woman from the Takeda district of Kyoto caring for a child in difficult old Japanese society. There Are many versions of this song, the one that i posted above is the instrumental version. "Lullaby of Takeda" covered by the Yoshida Brothers (They're a pair of brothers who plays the *shamisen and other modern instruments such as synthesizers and drums as well). Enjoy.

*The shamisen is a traditional japanese stringed instrument.

pain....

2010-01-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

ouch..............

2009-12-21T23:46:00.001+08:00

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pure randomness

2009-12-11T01:21:00.002+08:00

Lmao

2009-12-07T15:46:00.004+08:00

hahahahaha. photos from dealspwn

why?

2009-12-05T07:03:00.003+08:00

why oh why tell me why.....

do you matter

so much

to me...

I can't seem to sleep

can't seem to smile

can't seem to stop crying..

when you're mad at me...

or when we're not ok....

I don't understand

why I feel this way...

what does this mean?????

The End

lmao, I need a new hobby XD

WTF

2009-12-05T02:02:00.003+08:00

Today was a bad day. Seriously, Firstly, I was late (Cuz I wasn't feeling well) one of the members told me that its postponed to a later timing cuz someone was caught in a jam, I was glad that I didn't miss any of the jammin' session, and I don't mind hanging out with them.

But during jamming, I always hate the fact that they speak in the language that I don't understand, then how am I suppose to know WHICH PART TO PLAY?!?!?! start from the chorus part issit? start from the verse? start from the solo?? I don't know!!!! Another member had to translate it for me. *smacks forehead* by then the song started halfway already, or when they have something about the music to discuss about I didn't understand too, how am I suppose to know whats going on?!?! I hate the fact that I have to wait for them to play then I understand whats going on. I'm not fussy, I don't mind playing WHATEVER songs they want me to play, I like most of the songs that they play. The main (and probably the only) reason why I wanted to join this band. I'm already learning some simple words like "can/cannot" "yes/no", but that didn't help much for jamming.

lastly....one member pointed out that he wanted us to finish off with the song "bloodstreets". Ok, sure. *prepares for bloodstreet* *But suddenly another song was played instead*....I was thinking in my mind, didn't he said we were gonna play bloodstreets, but I guess I missed something out again, as usual, like an idiot. *smacks forehead* I think my forehead is red already. But ah well, I guess I'll just live with it, I think I just need time to get used to looking like an idiot =D

and something happened at home, I hope it'll be fine.

I just don't get it.

2009-11-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

There's something that I just don't understand, is that why most guys hate it when their girlfriend wears skimpily but they enjoy looking at another girl who wears skimpily, it just doesn't make sense. They can give all sorts of reasons like, "I don't want other guys to look at you" but yet they check out girls without considering their girlfriend's feeling. This is something that most of my girlfriends complain about. I think its just selfish, if the guy wanna check out girls then let the girlfriend wear whatever she wants, its only fair. (For me I don't really care if my guy were to check out a pretty girl, because I myself do the same =P)

damn.

2009-11-21T02:05:00.001+08:00

I feel...........

Stupid....

and....

dumb.......

Ouch.

Situations.

2009-11-17T03:37:00.003+08:00

I feel that my wrist is getting stiffer as it heals, but the healing process is god damn slow, its been 2 weeks and my wrist still aches after about an hour of practise, current situations just don't allow me to rest my wrist, I have problems with playing fast scales now, its getting frustrating. I hope it'll heal by this weekend. Haven't been eating or sleeping well, think I'm gonna be sick. Haha....In any case hope all goes well and I need to post more random stuffs!!!!

2009-11-16T14:14:00.007+08:00

Things haven't been going well for me recently, just when I thought being in a relationship was bad enough, and just when I thought its gonna get better after it is over........

A friend of mine vaguely suspect that I stole her psp (or it belongs to one of her family members) because I was the last guest. Seriously, doesn't she even THINK before asking me? I played the psp before I left, and when I left, I put the psp on a table, Lets say if the psp was gone, she would've found out on the night itself or the next day, and not a week later, I don't believe anyone would neglect their psp for a whole f***ing week, Secondly I was carrying an effing small bag which could barely hold anymore stuffs inside. Thirdly, didn't she think before asking me? Didn't she think that it would hurt me? What kind of person does she think I am?!?! (Even if she wasn't trying to assume anything) Isn't it stupid to ask someone who only went to a friend's place once and a week later that friend, for example, asked:

"hey, did you see my pen?" Cuz you were the last guest
me: erm, do you think I know where the f*** your pen is cuz I was there only once and it was weeks ago. But I remembered leaving it on your cupboard.
Friend: ok, I guess it disppeared by itself
me: oh hey, you know what, hours ago I sneaked into your house and took it, or maybe I cast a spell to make your psp vanish!.......................................AS IF.

I seriously wouldn't give a F*** if that person mean nothing to me, but coming from a person that I care, makes my heart break/ache/sore and at the same time disappointed. Now I feel stupid for even thinking that she is someone who'll never hurt me, I thought I could trust her, I thought she trust me, and I feel like an idiot to cry because of her, what a big mistake I've made. Why do I even care so much about what she thinks about me. In any case I've decided not to talk to her ever, until she finds her psp or find out the real person who took it (or maybe realise that she herself misplaced it, but I doubt she would do that, people tend to blame someone else for their own mistake, which I admittedly did when I lost my notebook, it took me some time to realise it was my own fault,) or unless its business.

I don't know why I just feel so hurt that I had to vent it out somewhere, and I guess its here.

pain

2009-11-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

Pain is a sensory and emotional experience that typically consists of unpleasantness and aversion.

Since I don't have you

2009-11-13T14:37:00.002+08:00

"Since I Don't Have You"

I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams
I, I, I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

And I don't have fond desires
And I don't have happy hours
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

Happiness and I guess
I never will again
When you walked out on me
In walked ol' misery
And she's been here since then

[spoken] Yeah, we're f**ked!
I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh yeah!

I feel

2009-11-13T02:12:00.003+08:00

Another one of those nights where I'm so tired and exhausted but I can't sleep. I can't stop crying, just can't stop crying, thanks to someone. Actually it was fine at first until that someone made it worse, thanks alot man, thanks alot, I hate you but yet I love you, wtf.

And megavid is seriously f***ing me up.

F*** megavid, and they had to do this to me when it is at the critical moment of the anime, F***, F***, F***, seriously F***

Ultimate lameness

2009-11-05T22:37:00.005+08:00

Seriously man, All I did was greeted a friend on his wall, and the greeting was as usual "meaow"....But it caused so much commotion, it turned about 5 people into various animals

OUCH

2009-11-04T22:39:00.004+08:00

='(. oh man, what a day....today was fine, everything went well, until when I was walking down the stairs to my home I fell down.....to be exact, I SLIDE down the stairs. My friend asked me how did it happened, I just said "Oh I was just being myself, blind, careless and a hardcore daydreamer". It was fun but painful. I got scratches on both of my wrist, of all places why my WRISTS! Demmit. Now I can't play the keyboard properly, and there's a gig this sunday. PLUS jamming this Friday, not to mention I have to carry my effing heavy keyboard *smacks forehead head*. My ankle is slightly twisted, so it feels a little bit uncomfortable when I walk, and my ass, gawd my ass, its probably the part that is most painful. Good thing all these are just minor cuts and bruises, no fractures no broken bones no sprains, I should be ok in 2 days. Till then, "always look properly while walking and only daydream when seated - Amanda"

I can't believe I wrote a whole paragraph about me falling down, something that last for a split second.

To those who wanna come for my gig its This SUNDAY please sms me. It'll be held at *Scape. Starts at 1600, my band's slot is around 1930. Tickets at $5 each.

genre: Metalcore.

heavy metal(s), same same but different

2009-10-28T23:39:00.004+08:00

heavy metal(s), same...but different.

Why do I say that?

well, after playing with bands of different "genres" I realise that not all "rock" are the same, and not all "metal" are the same, hence they have sub-genres, for example, (I'm gonna touch on metal today) heavy metal, power metal and gothic metal, they are catergorized under "metal" but they're different, in fact, sometimes its so different that some who likes heavy metal may not like symphonic metal, some who likes power metal may not like heavy metal and vice versa. Only a few to name, I'll name more at the end of the post.

Now back to my point. Sometimes its heart breaking to see a potential band break apart just because one likes power metal but the other likes metalcore(I'm not trying to say a person who likes power metal will not like metalcore I'm just stating an example :-> ) Because in the end both individuals or each band mates are still metalheads. What makes them different is also what makes them unique. Hence the evolution of music from the 1800th till now. Which is also how the sub-genres come about, Thats why i like the idea of working with people with influences of different sub-genres (of metal). creating something much more unique than it already is.

Easier said than done, Its always hard to work with "Different" people. the reason why i put apostrophe for the word different is because many people who don't understand metal think that we're all the same. But the truth is we're not. the only similarity is that in a standard metal band, there will be a drummer, a bassist, guitarist(s), vocalist, and sometimes keyboardist. That is it. When it comes to the taste, to the music, to style of playing, and singing, all sub-metal genres are very different. Thats why even though a band which consist of members who likes metal, mostly still break apart because each and every single one of them have a/some particular sub-metal genre that they like.

If only musicians can be open enough to merge their sounds together for their originals or sometimes covers, instead of insisting on playing thrash metal or progressive metal or gothic metal or any particular sub-genre(s), more unique bands will emerge(I'm not saying that there isn't there is, just not much). As much as I, too, like to keep listening/playing the same particular sub-metal genre that I like, I always try to open up to many different sub-metal genres, I'm not saying that you have to change, in fact, the more you should keep your style and influence because it is what makes YOU unique, and its what makes the band unique, because this is what music is about, its about creativity, its about challenging ourselves, its about crossing boundaries, trying new things, rather than keep on playing covers of the same sub-genre and play "safe" and in the end, you create nothing, you learn nothing, you discover nothing.

Now a VERY rough description of sub-heavy metal genres for those dumbs dumbs who think metal are all the same.

Black Metal
its the EXTREME subgenre of heavy metal, tempos are fast, sharp/shrill vocals and very distorted guitars, with depressive and death-like atmosphere, feel and sound.

Death Metal
Another extreme subgenre of heavy metal, very heavy distortion of guitars, harsh low and growling vocals, fast tempos and melodies, complicated tempo changes alot of double pedals.

Doom Metal
Mostly slow tempos, deep and rich and heavy sounds, low tuned guitars. Lyrics are often about DOOOOM!!!

Drone Metal
something that I hardly listen to, the notes and chords are most of the time sustained, the sound of the guitar are mostly "echo-ish", vocalist usually screams and growl.

Folk Metal
I don't even know about this sub-genre, but upon research its the fusion of heavy metal and folk music I guess. lmao.

Glam Metal
Their music are mostly commercial heavy metal/hard rock, but mostly its also because of the shiny make-up and dress ups of the players. in short "glamourised".

Gothic metal
My favourite sub-genre...hahaha. Dark melancholy melodies and very "fantasy-ish" lyrics.

Groove metal
as how it is named, bluesy guitar solos, slow to mid tempo, harsh vocals.

Industrial Metal
guitar riffs usually keeps repeating, alot of synths and distorted vocals.

Metalcore
something thatI'm experimenting with now. basically the mix of hardcore punk and heavy metal and sometimes thrash of extreme metal la.

Neo-classical Metal
The genre says it all. lots of scales and arpeggios.

Nu Metal
The combination of hip hop and heavy metal, something that I like too.

Post metal
Dark melody, emotional, very little/soft vocals or no vocals.

Power Metal
I have alot of friends who particularly likes this sub genre so i better not screw up =P. Its usually(but not all the time) very up beat than most heavy metal, sounds "happy" and positive, courages feel, lyrics are mostly about sci-fi and fantasy.

Progressive metal
usually the song is long, the time signature/or timing changes. lots of strumming, super power playing skills, lots of solos, (thats why mostly its very long). If there is vocals it'll be melodic, and sometimes unclean.

sludge metal
something like doom metal and hardcore punk, lazy to explain. =P

Speed metal
I don't really know what it is but i guess its about very fast playing? lmao.

Stoner metal
something that I'm introduced to recently. usually slow tempo, heavy bass and low tuned. Slow and heavy to be short.

Thrash Metal
I have quite a number of friends who likes this sub-genre too. I don't really know how to explain this genre, but i guess, its mostly fast tempo, lots of double pedal, lots of high pitched guitar shredding and solos, vocals are usually agressively sung or SHOUTED!.

p.s my wireless modem stopped working while i was typing this long post, good thing i saved it. *phew*

Daughter posed nude for painter father

2009-10-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

Daughter poses nude for painter father.

Yeap it is what you think it is.

Li Zhuang Ping is a painter from Sichuan, her daughter, Li Qin posed nude for him for the title “Oriental Goddess Mountain Spirit Series.” She said she can't accept being a nude model for films, magazines etc...she's only willing to pose for her daddy dear because its artistic and its purely for art. Even her mom agreed and is "pretty envious" of her daughter for being able to use such a beautiful way to capture her youth, an opportunity she sadly did not have when she was young and beautiful before. Both father and daughter said "“No matter what colored glasses other people wear to look at us, we are very magnanimous.”

This issue have caused a sh*t load of controversies in the net, many netizens said its "wrong", "sick", "pervert", "dirty" "Filthy", "inappropriate". You name it they've said it. Well, I don't think so, I think its beautiful, AND a father will never look at his own daughter in a sexual way. I mean, even the mother is happy about it, what more can we say? Some people just can't see another family being happy, and Some people just can't accept someone who did something unique, and hence judge them as "abnormal". Those who called them "pervert/dirty" are perverts themselves, if you look at it artistically, there's nothing wrong. Unless you're dirty-minded. What's more is that painting requires time, patience, details, and I'm pretty sure the father can't have a hard-on for 5 hours.

Email Viruses

2009-10-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

Recently I've been receiving random emails which contains viruses from friends who unintentionally send it. And one thing i noticed was that most virus emails came from the GUYS in my contacts. Confirm watch porn watch until kena virus. Seriously man, GET A LIFE, or a sex partner, or at least get your com/notebook/laptop FIXED/CLEANED. And save us all the trouble >___>.

do inform me if you're receiving viruses so I can do something about it.

Being in a band

2009-09-14T05:28:00.000+08:00

Being in a band is like being in a relationship.

SO = Significant Other = Bf/Gf

1. commitment issues.
2. can't always have your way.
3. must consider "SO"(bandmates) feelings.
4. must seek "SO"(bandmates) opinion before making any decisions regarding the "relationship"(band).
5. every now and then must go on "dates"(jammin).
6. future "marriage"(going into recording originals/play in pub) plans.
7. "SO"(bandmates) will be upset when they found out you're cheating on them. (aka in multiple bands)
8. Occassional arguements and disagreements with "SO" (bandmates)
9. When "relationship"(career) goes smoothly get "married"(recording deal/pub contract).
10. If not "break up".
11. Your "SO"(bandmates) will usually still keep in contact with each other (due to reasons like wanting to pursue other dreams, have to leave country, friendly breakups etc).
12. If the "break up" is due to a big quarrel or "not compatible"(cannot get along), your "SO"(bandmates) Will not contact each other ever again.
13. Will feel awkward if your ex "SO"(bandmates) bump into each other while going on a date(gig) with your new "SO"(band) at same location.

just for fun, not to be taken seriously =)

Bored.

2009-09-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so....so....so...so.... bored today, even though i was out with a bunch of people. Why? because of language barrier, man if i didn't owe a friend a favor i wouldn't even have joined them. Even though when I was chillin with them, I hear fun, playing and laughter, but I still feel bored, I feel like I wasted 4-5hours. I could've done so much within that time. No wonder many singaporeans always hang out with their own race, because everyone tend to speak in their mother tongue instead of ENGLISH (if we were to mix around certain people will always be left out because some bastard just can't speak ENGLISH)...seriously man...what's wrong with speaking in ENGLISH....its singapore man, its F***ING singapore, never speak ENGLISH before issit?...And I even have a friend who dares to say "no ah...long before that singaporeans speak malay.." yes its true...but SO WHAT? What century are we in now? 19th century???? Seriously if singapore is a malay/indian/chinese country, then what's the point of learning ENGLISH in skool??? Might as well just make us all speak in one language????

But of course I'm not blaming anyone, I can't...because if i didn't joined them I wouldn't have wasted my time. But I did, so too bad for me. What's most selfish was one person asked me to learn their mother tongue language, F***. say until so easy, why not learn MY mother tongue language, how's that? easy? Why can't they all just SPEAK ENGLISH....F**KING SPEAK ENGLISH!!!!!!!! SPEAK F***ING ENGLISH. Still I MUST MUST MUST emphasize that its none of their fault, its mine, shouldn't have joined them (but since I joined them i must be like them, but i can't, due to language barrier)....but on the bright side a favor returned. Finally.

How to tell...?

2009-09-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

How to tell if its a real woman or a surgical woman(aka transsexual)

Interesting, but lets say if you wanna hook up with a girl that you meet and you're not sure if she's a real woman or a surgical woman, asking her to do this will just freak her off, she'll probably think you're some weirdo/pervert. Not very helpful XD.

Taxi drivers

2009-09-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

Taxi!!!

I've been taking taxi quite often lately as I'm always late for something. But of course I'll try not to take the taxi if its really no neccessary, if not I would take it before or after the peak hour, because of the surcharges.(7am-9am/5pm-8pm 35% surcharge for mon to sat. 12midnight 5am 50% surcharge) (Charges apply for city area/changi airport). So I bump into Taxi drivers quite often lately.

My my my. There was once I boarded the taxi from amk mrt station, I wanted to go home quick as I was tired, Usually the taxi fare would be around $4+ to $5(without surcharge), But this taxi driver PURPOSELY drive SOOOOOOO Slowwwww....and the taxi fare is $7+(without surcharge). bloody hell, using this kind of typical and sick method to earn money. And he is F***ing obese (yes obese, not fat/chubby) The seat can't even fit his whole fat ass, no OVERLY/SEVERELY OBESE ASS. Not to mention his taxi smells like poop. But then again cannot blame him for driving slow ah, cuz he is so fat the front right tyre is probably PUNCTURED, thats why cannot drive fast, because no balance.

On the other hand I met this taxi driver (also from amk to my house). I told him my address and he keeps saying "huh?" I thought he was deaf or something but turns out he is not local. But the moment he started driving my face was like O_______O. Cuz he drove damn fast. For a moment I thought he was gonna hit the car right infront but he made a quick change of lane O____O...in the end it was me who kept saying "huh?" when he ask whether to turn left or right...when It reached my place the taxi fare was only $3+....unbelievable....Never judge a person because they speak with a funny accent.

There was once I was late for work, the taxi driver didn't know how to go to the place, so I hace to guide him at EVERY SINGLE TURN. For the whole Journey I was like "turn left, turn right, turn left, turn left, turn right, go straight" When we're about to reach he said something that pissed me off. He said "Don't tell me what to do, I'm a taxi driver, I know what to do" FARK. If he's a taxi driver why didn't he know how to go to the destination that I want in the first place??!?!. Jeez...But I just shut my mouth because he is after all a taxi driver and I have no driving experience or even a license whatsoever to argue.

If next time the taxi driver asks me "how to go there ah?" I'll just say "I don't know, you're the taxi driver you tell me how to go ah." (yea I can be a cold b*tch sometimes.)

Some taxi drivers (especially the ah peks) like to chat on the phone and use dialect vulgarities in every sentence, its kinda funny XD. like "eh wa lao eh....you blah blah blah blah chao che* bye, blah blah blah kan*na bu, blah blah blah blah l*n j*ao...blah blah...ch*e bye..." and so on and so fourth. LMAO. I wonder what will happen if he forgot that there are kids at the back seat, the mom would probably punch his face. XD

Yesterday I got into this taxi and he didn't know how to go to hindu road. I was like 45mins late for jammin >__>. But could tell that he was trying hard to find the place and not trying to drag time to earn more, he stopped halfway and looked at the map but couldn't find the place, he even called his friend, He did manage to find the place after that I was already 1hour late for jammin...-___-....was kinda pissed but its not his fault, the road was small and hard to find. the taxi fare was $14plus...he said he don't know how to charge me and ask me usually when i go there how much issit. It was actually about $7+ but I just gave him $10...he did make the effort to look for the place.

But of course the bad experience are rare. Most taxi drivers are very friendly, even though they are most probably pressured and stressed everyday because the rent is very expensive. Its really a tough job. If its me I think I'll just commit suicide already, if not I'll give a F***ed up face to every customer I pick up.

I emo what!!!

Chinese guy looking for gf.

2009-09-01T00:51:00.001+08:00

This guy is random and funny. LMAO

I like his accent when he speaks XD

emoticon cats

2009-08-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

Isn't this cute? haha

(click the picture to enlarge)

What's with....

2009-08-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

What's with mat/minahrep and their jade pendants?

seriously man, what's the point of wearing jade pendants? FAKE jade pendants. Even if they wanna wear for good luck at least wear a REAL one la. Wear it with some class. They wear it as if it'll make their boobs/penis grow bigger, get free money the next day, get a free bike, make them fly, make them stronger, or even win an arguement/fight, or it probably gives them ego boost, or all of the above i don't know, at least the trucker cap got some standard, its their own uniqueness because it screams "matrep here!!". Which was what i initially thought, but when a friend pointed out to me that trucker caps was already worn way back by the old skool matrock, it made me look down on them even more, no originality, but they definitely have originality in terms of their bad dress sense(by using mix and matches from fashions of other urban culture aka copyassholes). The addition of FAKE jades makes me wanna laugh even more...

hahahahahaha. *sarcasm*

admit it!

2009-08-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

Why Some Girls Dont Like To Tell People They Got Boyfriend ?well, some guys don't like to tell people they got a girlfriend too.reasons are obvious, these people are very greedy, they're always in the lookout of looking for a "better one". which make no sense, because its not love. either they're out for wealth, or for guys, probably pick the "prettiest one".

Some girls can even say that guys will treat her better if they think she's single.

Guys treat her nicer just so they can get into her pants, obviously. And why do she need so many guys to treat her nice? her boyfriend don't treat her nice enough? or issit because she wants the attention?

honestly its to each of their own problems whether they wanna tell or not. But most reasons of why they don't tell its quite disgusting. There's just no love if people wanna "play safe" in relationships by wanting a "safety net to fall back on" or to pick a "better one". Or just for their own ego boost.

Yes, relationships are complicated. But does that mean its ok to get attached just for the sake of getting attached?what is the purpose of getting into a relationship anymore if its not because of love or attraction?So does that mean there are other reasons to get into a relationship besides love? then what are the reasons? for sex? bored? ego boost? or just want a fling?I personally feel that its ok IF BOTH parties are not serious, and both knows it, but if one is serious and the other is not, Its really unfair to the ones who are putting the effort while the other one just keeps taking.

wth man

2009-08-28T03:57:00.000+08:00

today was a fine day...until i LOST MY MP4!!!!! goodness, why am I so careless
losing 2 things in a month...seriously....but yea I'm over it...cuz no one stole it,
I LOST it....bloody hell, probably because I've been thinking too much lately...
I lost it when
I forgot to zip my bag....ROAR!

AH!

2009-08-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

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M*THER F***ER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP!

2009-08-26T04:54:00.000+08:00

STOP! STOP! STOP!

Stop pressurising me
Its driving me to an end
I'm so tired
I'm so stressed
stop checking on me
please let me go
I'll do a good job
once I'm out of this mess
pushing me ain't gonna make me better
pushing me just gonna make me
unable to deliver
I'm in pain now
please stop
stop
stop
STOP!

2009-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

what metal genre are you? Your Result: Classic Metal The type that started it all!, Dark bluesy rock combined with wailing vocals and even some new fretwork, original uncompromising and daring this is what metal was all about and in essence still is
Nu metal
Black metal
Death Metal
Power Metal
Thrash metal
what metal genre are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I knew trash metal is gonna be the last one ...haha

Jammin

2009-08-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

Jammed with 2 bands today...I did badly for the first band...there weren't any sustain pedal...and there's no bassist...But there's still no excuse for me to suck so badly =/...Halfway through I just felt like crying :'(....Hopefully I can do a better job next week...The 2nd band was fine....but still the band as a whole is not prepared to perform yet...We're gonna perform on Sept 18....not too far from now...need more practise!!!

random stuff

2009-08-16T00:07:00.001+08:00

What would you look like in anime? (cool descriptions) Your Result: dark and beautiful your long wavy hair is black and worn in two loose braids. Your eyes are deep purple and shimmer in the light. You have skin like flawless silk and you are dressed in a pair of black boots, a red and black striped shirt, and a short gray skirt.
unique and stunning
mysterious and attractive
pretty and innocent
cute and sporty
girly and elegant
What would you look like in anime? (cool descriptions) Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Random stuffs

2009-08-11T23:00:00.001+08:00

Yeap, a picture paints a thousand words. Sexy isn't it? XD

I lost my notebook

2009-08-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

What the F*** man, just What the F***. It happened like 2 days ago, I went to dhoby ghaut LongJohnSilver to have lunch, left my stuff on the table and went to order food. My stuff was just 2 rows away from the counter, and i kept turning back and look, after buying my food my notebook was gone. and I just bought it like 2 weeks ago, althought it costs $600 dollars but it took me awhile to save up, and i've only used it for 2 weeks, 2 F***ING WEEKS. Its a pink LG mini notebook, beautiful isn't it? No wonder someone took it...Yes it is my fault to have left my stuff on the table, but the only time that I wasn't looking at the table was when I was ordering my food, and that took just about 1min....Gosh, I seriously gotta give it up to that motherf***er who took my notebook in a split second. Made a polive report of course...honestly if it was totally due to my own carelessness, I'll just let it go, not worth all the trouble of going to the police station and give my statement and all that crap...But the fact was that someone took it....I just can't let that go.

2009-08-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

"girls who claimed they are simple. yet they are so materialistic.

i mean come on! simple means you don't give a fuck about things/trends or whatever shit, however you know such things exist. you don't even care about quality, you just know that it's good enough when things can work.

there's a huge difference between knowing and giving a fuck. get that straight.

and this just don't apply to things, it applies to your daily stuff/doings.

sorry if i hurt anyone of you. NOT.

well even guys irritates the fuck out of me.

i ain't simple myself."

I qouted this post from Amanda's blog.

boy boy boy, I gotta agree, especially girls who tries to "charm" guys by telling them they're simple, shy, and innocent......Innocent my A**. after she manage to capture the guy's heart, she'll make him spend all his money on stuffs that she wanna buy, yes, I call it stuffs because most of it are not neccessities, they are "wants". They probably dump it aside after a day.

I think its ok to do something to make yourself look better, I admit most of the times I'm so cautious about my own looks that I over do it. But I definitely won't spend more than $100 on a dress, In fact the cheapest dress in my cupboard is just $32. I'd rather spend my money on good food, I do know girls who spend $500 on a handbag but complain about paying $10 for meal. You know what they say, "You are what you eat" - cheap. I'm not saying ALL girls are like that, just SOME....And they still have the cheek to tell me they like to keep it simple after spending so much money on something that you're probably not gonna use it in a few weeks.

And don't let me get started on guys, gosh, materialistic guys can be so GAY (no offence to my gay friends but I'm just giving some example). but the prob is, they wanna be all "manly" but end up complaining about walking on the grass because they just bought the pair of new shoes for $200plus. This just reminds me of what most girls would say.

Sleepy

2009-08-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

gosh I'm so sleepy today, cuz I didn't sleep at night, had too much tea. I feel so friggin sleepy today, I can sleep like anywhere, on the bus, while standing in the train, while eating, while talking, while sitting down. Basically I can sleep in any situations, I think I can even sleep while walking. I put extra eyeliner to cover my dark rings and when I got home, my brother was like. "So when are you gonna start cutting your wrist and post your half-of-your-face-covered-with-hair picture on facebook". I was too tired to argue with him so I just said "soon". But that'll never happen, I'm not emo (at least on the outside).

Battle For Terra

2009-08-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

My review of Battle for Terra

Went to watch the movie today, basically its about a man(from the human specie) who sacrificed himself to bring peace to 2 different species.

The movie was kinda cheesy I have to say, quite touching that it almost made me cry, good enough for viewers of all ages. no comedy, usually animated movies have abit of humour added, but this movie is very serious, and the little robot is somewhat adorable. I think I'll rate this movie 2.5/5. Its a pretty nice movie I guess.

trains

2009-08-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

SMRT train, everyone knows that. We hear the beeping sound when the door is closing, we hear reminders such as "please mind the platform gap" at every station, we hear it so many times that we all can memorise it, and it comes to a point of time where we pay very close attention to every station we stop at. Ever notice the automated voice going towards woodlands is very seductive? "going to Johor Bahru?" I never noticed until a friend pointed out to me...I know its lame, but you'll laugh at it when you're so bored that you pay very close attention to it XD

6interval

2009-08-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

As for most of my friends, you know who 6 interval are. We're a band of six(Dinah on vocals, Aiz on Lead guitar, Amalina on rhythm guitar, Farhan on Bass, Wan on drums and myself on keys). we use to be quite close last year, and we were really excited when mediacorp emailed our teacher in charge of our CCA and invited us to give a shot on Live 'n' Loaded. Weeks and weeks passed, we practised hard but in the end, they didn't call us, and ever since then, 6 Interval is broken, so broken, we rarely jam anymore, we can't find gigs, its as if nobody wants us, so slowly, we drifted apart. Aiz is in quite a few bands, so obviously, he would jam with bands who are more productive (I'll admit. If it was me I'll do the same). And we all know that Aiz's main band is Rising Hearts, and so is Farhan. the most I hope is that in their eyes, 6interval is at least the second important, but now it seems like the last. And slowly we just got on with our lives, Dinah, Wan and Amalina went on with their stuff and so did I. Then one day a friend asked "How's 6interval?" I realise I couldn't answer that question, I don't know how to. I feel that I losing the band, I spoke to Amalina and she feels the same way, I was glad I wasn't the only one. We don't wanna let go of this band because we're so unique, each of us have our own influences, styles, and creativity. (Its the strongest chemistry I have ever felt while jammin with a band). which made this band special. Although I'm in quite a few other bands I still treat 6interval as my main. I don't wanna let go, I know we're not the best, I know people all say they musicians can't make it in Singapore, but I still want this band to be something. I miss 6 interval.

TAG!

2009-07-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

Hey earthlings! As you can see I haven't linked most of you peoplehere yet, tag your link on my chatbox and I'll link you, and don't forget to relink me =D

WHEEE!!!

2009-07-28T22:34:00.001+08:00

I finally got a laptop, decide to delete the previous blog cuz its too boring, will change my skin soon. till then do come back and and check it out.